Like a (pink) Dream! Jem and Spank! were meant to be together ♥
Everything is Spank! except the denim jacket and the microphone. Had the best time looking through their catalog to pick up all the clothing and accessories.
It’s that day of the year again. That guy’s birthday. The burly one with sad eyes.
You don’t know him? Well, he finds artistic inspiration in following around a homeless, unstoppable man, loves his mother more than any other woman, and loves alcohol even more.
And he writes like a maniac. His hands will lose all sense of feeling and paper will extend to the length of feet and he won’t stop writing.
His words. Oh my god, his words. Every sentence will hit you and change everything. He’ll get you out of your bubble of a life and make you more aware and take you with him on his journey of learning and discovering.
He’s the quiet one, the one that just follows the show-makers. So he’s comfortable.
Even as a grown man, he exhibits childlike excitement. He’s capable of feeling awe at the small things in life. He doesn’t stop to think. He just feels. Shamelessly. Fully. To the absolute extent of his human capacity. He just feels.
But along this ride that you take with him, amidst all the juvenile behavior and perception, you’ll see the occasional flashes of this old, sad, defeated man. A man who has seen so much and lived through so much pain and suffering and struggle.
He’s a deeply unhappy man, and he has every reason to be so, but he lives each moment absolutely present, in the moment, enjoying and taking it in to its full extent.
He’s everything you are and everything you strive to be. He’s so familiar and a complete stranger.
He’s that feeling you get when you find words tailored especially for you, words that are actively moving past self-doubt and fear and focusing on a better life. He’s that feeling you get when you’re out and about and you find words that understand exactly what you feel. He’s that feeling you get when you find words that are so raw, so real, hit home so hard, it doesn’t even hurt - it’s surprising, because it’s straight from the heart. Straight from his heart to yours.
I just wanna say one last time, when you see somebody yell at somebody else for “abusing them,” and then watch as they publicly harass that person, use their real name to say untrue things, and tag their username in the abusive and harassing posts so they’ll see it no matter what, that person is probably actually the abusive one.
Like, this has literally been four months of me ignoring or even trying to repair things, and her insulting and verbally abusing me, which she always did, as I try to mind my own business. Please this year, everybody remember to cut off and out anybody who doesn’t treat you well or makes you feel like you’ve lost blood after talking to them. You deserve to be happy
I don’t care if everybody hates me on here, at least somebody isn’t telling me I’m trash everyday anymore
